Song Lyrics

"Secrets feat J R"

by J'Son
Album: Growing Pains

Chorus
Who do you think you are taking what wasn't yours/
The innocence I once adored was stripped away behind closed doors/
The enemies inside my home but who would ever listen to me and all the secrets that you made me keep/
Verse 1
Rains on my window pane/
Darkness surrounding me/
Footsteps outside my door/
Right now I'm sound asleep/
The door it opens slowly and I can hear it slightly/
But I don't move or even look to see who it might be/
Some bodies next to me there weight is on my bed/
My covers pulling back a hand is on my leg/
I wanna sneak and peak but I just can't seem to let myself/
Is my father checking me I'm nine and I often wet myself/
I have no options fear got me to gripped to even move/
Suppose to protect but abusing me now im so confused/
So many emotions with/ His sweat dripping in lay there motionless/
hoping this nightmares soon to be over with/
Holding back cries my mind is racing/ Closed eyes like I've not awaken/
I'd rather die than be in tho situation/
As he leaves I knew this secret I'd bury and hide/
But hiding this secret I just seem to be buried alive/

Chorus

Who do you think you are taking what wasn't yours/
The innocence I once adored was stripped away behind closed doors/
The enemies inside my home but who would ever listen to me/
and all the secrets that you made me keep/
And it's tearing me apart

Verse 2
I'm older on my own now I'm grown now/
But this secret still won't leave me alone now/
wow I felt my innocence melt away/
was living promiscuous freely giving my self away/
Why would I protect you truth I would hide and cover/
Would anyone believe how could I tell my mother/
Confusion turned to sadness/
Sadness led to me stressing/
stressing led to the anger/
anger lead to depression /
Then I was arrested by a truth that would truly free me/
The gospel gripped my heart showed me how the father see me/
Biblical counseling brothers


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