You should better be seated because what's going to happen now is like' guess what' This is life. Welcome to this world where love hasn't much to do with love anymore. Get ready for the breakdown and make sure you'll have something to hold on to on this journey at least until it doesn't help you anymore. Why is it that my heart has to break. Why do I have to be the one left alone, seriously wounded and heavily bleeding. I never thought this could happen to me. I never thought that something like this could happen to someone like me. I never thought that this cinema could become so real. I think I'm hardly half as strong as strong as I should be to cope with that. I'm not strong at all, even though I pretend to be. Without you the end would be right here. Without you I would give up exactly at this place. I beg make me aware of this. Put it in my heart. I believe in a God who loves me so unconditionally. Just as I am in this mess I'm stuck in. I know he calls all who are weak and heavily laden to come to find redemption.