This is untouchable, but it allows me to see myself in the way I know I should be. And clean, I'm so clean...so I'll leave it up to them to tend to the killing. Feels so nice to watch it all go by. There's a relaxing effect in watching someone pretending to die. Walk without walking, talk without talking. See without looking, thought without thinking. Feel without feeling, shoot without shooting. Hurt without hurting, have sex without... This is intangible, but it allows me to be everything you are and I can still be me. And mean, they're so mean. A model for me of all the things I know I shouldn't be. No questions asked of my personal life. Cheap synthetic therapy teaches me to think, feel and see. When my muscles are keeping me low I follow the machinery. It's much easier to serve the mass than to know yourself.