Alone in my bedroom
Staring at the ceiling
I can't find the strength
To tell you how I'm feeling
But there's so much in my heart
That I wanna say

Here I go again
Doing it my way
Making my own plans
It's me in my own place
But nothing that I do
Will ever take this loneliness

And I'm holding back, I'm letting it go
No turning back, I'm losing control

I'm giving my heart
Giving it back you
God it's so hard
It's all that I can do
I'm letting go

I know I'm not smart
So do you what you have to do
I'm giving my heart
Giving it back to you
I'm letting go

The world is at war
Raging on the inside
This heart won't go down
Without a fight
And even if they try to take my life
I won't surrender

No turning back, I'm losing control
No turning back, I'm letting it go

And I'm holding back, I'm losing control
And I'm holding back, I'm letting it go
No turning back, I'm losing control
I'm holding back, I'm letting it go